[scorpion01] Tuesday, October 28, 2008 12:57:36 PM
DP, I KNOW YOU ARE RIGHT, BUT I SEE IT AS LESS TIME I HAVE WITH MY WIFE AND KIDS. I KNOW I AM PROBABLY BEING A LITTLE MOODY AND OVER TIRED, IT JUST SEEMS LATELY THAT I'VE BEEN WORKING HARDER AND CHASING MY TAIL AND GOING BACKWARDS.
I PROBABLY NEED A LITTLE SUPPORT FROM SOMEWHERE AND IT FEELS LIKE THERE IS NO WHERE TO TURN.
THE KIDS I CAN SEE NOT UNDERSTANDING. I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DO AS MUCH FOR THEM AS I USED TO. WE HAVEN'T SEEN AN INCREASE IN PAY IN 5 YEARS AND I'M ALWAYS TIRED WHEN I GET HOME AND DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING MUCH.
LAST WEEK I MENTIONED TO MY WIFE THAT I MIGHT LOOK FOR A SECOND JOB TO HELP FNANCIALLY, SHE DOESNT WORK, SHE SPENDS ALL DAY HOME WHILE THE KIDS ARE IN SCHOOL. SHE TOLD MY WHY SO YOU CAN BE MORE DEPRESSING TO BE AROUND. I TRY MY HARDEST TO LIVE UP TO ALL MY RESPONCIBILITIES I JUST FEEL LIKE THERE IS NOT TIME FOR ME TO ENJOY ANYTHING.
I GUESS I SHOULD COMPLAIN. I HAVE A JOB AND IT ALMOST PAYS THE BILLS. LATELY I JUST WISH THERE WAS A LITTLE MORE. I CAN GO ON FOREVER BUT I GUESS IT WILL GET ME NOWHERE.
I DO APPRECIATE THE ADVICE.
AT TIMES LIKE THIS IN THE OLD OFFICE I USED TO PUT ON SOME MUSIC. CANT EVEN DO THAT ANY MORE.
