[666ozzypriest666] Sunday, March 06, 2016 1:05:14 AM | |
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The panic was the most terrible feeling ever...
a pressure all over - I could not breathe - eat and
sleep in fact of my fast heartbeating - headache -
I was breatheless all the time and had a big tension
and trembling allover. I could not go out -
I could not stay in - I could not sleep at all -
I thought I must die - no one can imagine this hard
pressure - you go from one doctor to another
and no one helps you - this relaxing of Jacobson
I could do a half year later it helped me to come
over of my trembling and fast breathing
I felt like to explode in fact of my hard pressure
and tensions allover....
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zqJ2OMwP2n4 ---
Whatever you choose for treatments -
never stop believing of yourself. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Sunday, March 06, 2016 12:48:46 AM | |
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Thanks a lot for your symphathy ~ no worries ~
I have to live with it. I am not embarrassed to tell
I had one year panic attacks ~ I am proud of it that I
could heal myself ~ no one has to feel ashamed
about it's wrong - it's no brainsickness - it's a cry
for help - if your soul is sick no body can see it -
but you can feel the pain deep inside - I feel for you -
believe on yourself - don't feel embarrassed to talk
about and be proud of yourself what you have
reached every day. God bless you! |
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[Angel] Saturday, March 05, 2016 7:33:10 PM | |
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The first and last time I went ice skating was in 1984. I went with my cousins and it was after Torvill and Dean won their medal for their routine with Ravel's Bolero (one of my favourite pieces of music, by the way). I was terrible. Couldn't hardly stand without falling over. My cousin had to hold my hand. Bolero was playing loudly over the speakers and I wobbled my way around the rink like Bambi. After about 20 minutes a teenage boy, showing off to his friends, skated backwards super-fast and we collided. I ended up on my back. Ached for a week. It was agony! I vowed to never go skating again! You are far braver than I!
(Sorry to post on your thread, but nostalgia has taken hold. Fond (and painful) memories)!
[Show/Hide Quoted Message] (Quoting Message by 666ozzypriest666 from Saturday, March 05, 2016 5:14:58 PM) |  | 666ozzypriest666 wrote: | | I am back I was ice skating it was hard to motivate Oli
after a while I could really good ice skating again
I have soft Nike ice skating shoes with spikes on them
in that I skate very well.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 7:11:37 PM | |
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My Immortal --- https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=CNXNzXfMO9M |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 6:48:43 PM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=4F9DxYhqmKw |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 6:40:32 PM | |
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Ameno --- https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=RkZkekS8NQU |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 6:30:47 PM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=b8ri14rw32c |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 6:18:30 PM | |
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I wanna run away like this ---
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f8mMWh62XpU |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 5:14:58 PM | |
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I am back I was ice skating it was hard to motivate Oli
after a while I could really good ice skating again
I have soft Nike ice skating shoes with spikes on them
in that I skate very well.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 10:27:45 AM | |
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Bryan Ferry - Mamouna ----
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DQeLxXVr4Rw |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 10:15:14 AM | |
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I slept away depressive and without any motivation -
I must force myself to be happy - to wear a
painted smile.. :-) I try to think positive for my love.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 10:11:14 AM | |
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I have to hide and to cry my tears now cause in
one hour I must be happy and to force myself
to go out lucky to the Eistraum for my Oli boy. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 10:03:46 AM | |
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I am not ashamed and embarrassed to talk about
all official... I am missing Oli's childhood -
we had always lots of fun and I've wanted to have
one more baby, sheltered under my wings in my nest from
my love who really wants and loves us. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:56:00 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:55:30 AM | |
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I have not ment to hurt anyone just to talk about
my feelings and to work all out - I just need real
true love - what I would be able to give but only
to the love of my life - it's fucking hurts so much...
don't mind about...I am just human no robot....
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JlUDOFpiAEk |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:44:29 AM | |
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I will aprecciate everything what positive happens
to me now. You cannot force anything just take it
like it is ~ I have had only one wish.. tja all comes
in another way as we think can think about.
I am used to get hurt. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:40:30 AM | |
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I am shocked and very disappointed ~
I have learned about it is wrong to have dreams and hopes.
If you have no dreams and hopes you cannot be
disappointed and hurted no more. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:35:32 AM | |
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Someone who is here for him except me..
he asks about someone.. dunno whatta say..
I thought wrong. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:33:06 AM | |
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I thought he could have a dad who is proud of him
and plays with him... |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:31:13 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:30:07 AM | |
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I am gonna go now there ~ I MUST GO ~
it is very hard and not easy to go out with
depressions ~ but I try to go.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 9:27:58 AM | |
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I have to force myself to go to the Eistraum for
the last weekend now.
THIS firework behind the Rathaus what you can
see on the pic ~ it was when Oliver was small ~
it was a few years ago when we went together
really often there and we were skating for hours
a day on the Ice Dream ~ it was always a lot of
fun and very nice. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 4:59:46 AM | |
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Brave heart ----
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9AN04imFDK8 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 2:24:34 AM | |
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Your hard shell is just a shelter - you are very sensitive and soft inside. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 2:14:26 AM | |
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I am holding you tight to me in my hands every evening when I go to bed and every
morning when I wake up <3<3 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 1:43:58 AM | |
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It is no mistake to defend to shelter to wait and
to fight for your love. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 1:42:17 AM | |
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It is no mistake to miss and to long for your love.
I have promised my love to think positive and I do. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Saturday, March 05, 2016 12:34:26 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 3:01:32 PM | |
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What a feeling - my dream - so I want to meet my love after dancing ---
https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=atrqRDgEhsY ---
I will never stop dreaming and hoping about... |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 8:31:03 AM | |
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Sometimes I feel like Aschenputtel ---
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Dyl_nW2n528 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:54:33 AM | |
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I still feel sick but I force myself to go out to the
Eistraum the last 3 days. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:41:17 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XFkzRNyygfk |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:30:16 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VuTVKO0RScI |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:22:41 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=3mbBbFH9fAg |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:15:37 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GeUx5sdp3qM |
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[666ozzypriest666] Friday, March 04, 2016 7:02:57 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_3LzLDExgeo |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 8:44:37 PM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 8:32:14 PM | |
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I love you ---
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0-omvd2u1s |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 8:27:32 PM | |
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Those 2 videos touch my soul deeply. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 8:17:28 PM | |
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....and Heal the World ~~~
https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=BWf-eARnf6U |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 8:08:07 PM | |
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------------->>>> https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XAi3VTSdTxU |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:59:30 PM | |
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I am no Micheal Jackson fan but his Earth song
video has very impressed me ---
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RFnE2DuiXgw |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:44:08 PM | |
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I can imagine Boogie on fighting like the boy
in the guitar solo break on the right hand side. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:36:49 PM | |
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I was always very impressed of the guitar solo
in the song "Beat It" of Michael Jackson ---
hmm that was hot!! ----
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oRdxUFDoQe0 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 1:30:53 PM | |
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....at tomorrow. :-O puuuuhh I feel so weak - I am so tired.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:36:14 PM | |
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I could not no ice skating I feel too sick :-(
I try to go to the Rathausplatz the last 3 days |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 11:16:35 AM | |
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Every time you need me - I'll be there ----
https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=4XdkNzxfZ-M |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 10:59:28 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=7KbGJcxenDc :-( |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:27:24 AM | |
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHizW4PLw2Q ----
HHHHHAAAA!!! I would like to tidy up like this to catch up all soon.....  |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:22:15 AM | |
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I am working hard every day to do a little bit. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:20:31 AM | |
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I go away again with Oliver to get a distance. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:19:52 AM | |
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I am trying to go there for 4 days. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 7:18:28 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 5:16:25 AM | |
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If I go away from this site only with much pride and with
one song of
the masterwork Nostradamus. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 5:14:10 AM | |
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"They say we are fools - we say look at you" |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 5:02:31 AM | |
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Judas Priest - Alone ----
https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=qkx5xrGynWY |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 4:59:23 AM | |
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First lyrics = my feelings to you ---
:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 4:54:36 AM | |
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Fight - In a world of my own making ---
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=084_sZWXrtY ---
best ballad of Rob Halford - wouldn't be nice a touch?
hmm.. but when.. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:53:33 AM | |
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Elton John / Jennifer Rush - Flames in paradise
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1zd8f_elton-john-jennifer-rush-like-flames_music |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:48:56 AM | |
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Elton John / Jennifer Rush - Flames in paradise
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1zd8f_elton-john-jennifer-rush-like-flames_music |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:38:55 AM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=brerHfmlrkw |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:27:10 AM | |
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You are my destiny..... https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=U48PoutoKuY
Jennifer Rush ~ Destiny |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:24:21 AM | |
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I am feelin' insecure like a little girl -
when I was a little Trixie girly I have watched those
songs. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:17:02 AM | |
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I am very sorry for my mistakes - I am not perfect |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:16:07 AM | |
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Correction: Stephanie - Irresistible |
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[666ozzypriest666] Thursday, March 03, 2016 12:14:27 AM | |
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You are.... https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7-mTb4NOLOk
Stephanie - Iressistible |
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[666ozzypriest666] Wednesday, March 02, 2016 4:27:42 PM | |
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I am losing my mind ----
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jbF7LODCIGQ |
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[666ozzypriest666] Wednesday, March 02, 2016 11:01:47 AM | |
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Stunnin' --- https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NX7QNWEGcNI |
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[666ozzypriest666] Wednesday, March 02, 2016 2:16:21 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 7:12:04 PM | |
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I have never felt love wonderful. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 6:59:44 PM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 11:31:02 AM | |
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Tears in the rain ----
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=prjMfWwftXc |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 10:41:47 AM | |
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http://m.memegenerator.net/instance/59325105 |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 10:37:40 AM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 10:36:36 AM | |
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I have had enough of watching this shit what calls love...
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF JUDAS PRIEST WHEN I CANNOT
SHARE IT WITH MY LOVE - PARDON ME -
WITH MY JUST FRIEND!! I DON'T WANT HALF THINGS ---
NOW YOU CAN CALL ME NO PRIEST FAN ---
I HAVE LOST MY LUST IN IT - AT ALL!! |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 10:25:14 AM | |
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On my last fb I wrote men are not welcome only
women and gays !! HAAA!! |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 10:23:36 AM | |
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It's a proof that the Priest women have brains
cause they CAN change --- MEN NOT!! |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 10:21:10 AM | |
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Correction: I would meet only my dream man
who I have met on board - who is the love of my
life!! I SHIT OF ALL OTHER MEN!! |
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 10:18:27 AM | |
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This silly girl has much more luck as brains in her
sily head --- yess I am extremely jealous that
nothing like this happens to me.
I would not take only my dream man who I have met
on board and who I have wanted to meet -
I have absolutely no secrets - I ABSOLUTELY SHIT OF ALL MEN!!
FUCK OFF COCKS!! MEN ARE NOTHING BUT COCKS
WITH LEGS!! CALL ME RUDE!! I DON'T MIND!!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=r1NNSvi5ugM
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[666ozzypriest666] Tuesday, March 01, 2016 6:43:46 AM | |
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Dangerous -----
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EVr__5Addjw |
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[666ozzypriest666] Monday, February 29, 2016 2:55:07 PM | |
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Where are you now.... https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=60ItHLz5WEA |
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[666ozzypriest666] Monday, February 29, 2016 1:41:09 PM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Monday, February 29, 2016 1:33:11 PM | |
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This hurts a lot ---
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RWKptPNg9MA ---
if you cannot watch it just put in: meeting boyfriend
for the first time --- there are loads of videos at you tube. |
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[666ozzypriest666] Sunday, February 28, 2016 5:29:11 PM | |
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[666ozzypriest666] Sunday, February 28, 2016 5:28:29 PM | |
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1SiylvmFI_8 |
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