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[jerZgirl] Friday, October 17, 2008 6:15:02 AM
We had a talk last week, just an opening up talk, and then last night we had another talk-like we were better off as "friends".
Which we are, we know the same people which is a blessing and a curse...but we have so much in common, we finsih each others sentences, and it was like my heart snapped in half. It was very civil, not at all amicable but after all we went through it ends as "just friends". And that feels worse sometimes than just dissapearing forever...its hard to be friends without crossing that line again, y'know?
SO I cried until 1:30...went out to the diner with my unemployed friend....went home, cried some more, fell asleep for a few hours then woke up and cried again...
I'm calling out of work "sick" today...theres no way after the week i have had that I can go in there sane today...I need a day to myself...
I just got paid, and I'm prolly going to blow it all on something dumb like a tattoo but whatever... [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by guidogodoy from Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:53:48 PM)
guidogodoy wrote:
Awwww...sorry to hear that, JerZ. He "let you know?" How very civil of him.
Always a sad thing when relationships go south. I am sure most (if not all) of us here know. They always say: "better now than 20 years into it, married and with children." Logically, "they" are right. Emotionally, it hurts just the same. At least you can always count on your metal family for support. Much metal love, my friend.
jerZgirl wrote:
I hope everyone's thursday was better than mine...my boyfriend of 9 years let me know i am single as of tonight...
::sigh::
[guidogodoy] Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:53:48 PM
Awwww...sorry to hear that, JerZ. He "let you know?" How very civil of him.
Always a sad thing when relationships go south. I am sure most (if not all) of us here know. They always say: "better now than 20 years into it, married and with children." Logically, "they" are right. Emotionally, it hurts just the same. At least you can always count on your metal family for support. Much metal love, my friend. [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by jerZgirl from Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:25:02 PM)
jerZgirl wrote:
I hope everyone's thursday was better than mine...my boyfriend of 9 years let me know i am single as of tonight...
::sigh::
[Soylentgreen4u] Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:41:23 PM
SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THAT JERZ ...MOST OF US HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER AND I KNOW IT SUCK'S,BUT TRY TO STAY POSITIVE, THINGS WILL GET BETTER...YOU'LL SEE... [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by jerZgirl from Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:25:02 PM)
jerZgirl wrote:
I hope everyone's thursday was better than mine...my boyfriend of 9 years let me know i am single as of tonight...
::sigh::
[jerZgirl] Thursday, October 16, 2008 11:25:02 PM
I hope everyone's thursday was better than mine...my boyfriend of 9 years let me know i am single as of tonight...
::sigh::
[spapad] Thursday, October 16, 2008 7:26:33 PM
Good evening MG~! Hugs right back at cha! [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Thursday, October 16, 2008 9:52:54 AM)
MG_Metalgoddess wrote:
LOL Freeze they will win.....
Happy thursday to the board...
HUgs to you all
MG~
[~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Thursday, October 16, 2008 9:52:54 AM
LOL Freeze they will win.....
Happy thursday to the board...
HUgs to you all
MG~
[Deep Freeze] Thursday, October 16, 2008 7:52:40 AM
A great Thursday to you all!!! I lay in the pool of defeat...weeping at the loss by my beloved Dodgers. I shall rise again!!! Someday...
[mmmmmm] Thursday, October 16, 2008 4:15:39 AM
You all probably know this but AC/DC new cd out October 20th--the fall is looking up my friends !!
[~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 6:00:57 PM
Shit.. sorry about the blank pic...LMAO.. I just wanted to post the time, and station... LOL [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by MG_Metalgoddess from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 5:59:12 PM)
MG_Metalgoddess wrote:
Another great Interview with the founder Of the British band we all Love JUDAS PREIST
KK Downing
This friday on http://www.
powerhousemixradio.
com/ 6:00PM PST
With Cory Wyldside dont miss this!!
Pete Loran Of Trixter will aslo step inot the studio live for you TRIXTER Fans!!
October 17th
I just got this over the horn Its not posted out here on thier web site any where?? LOL
Deep Freeze wrote:
I know how you feel, MG. It seems that I am here around 4 Am every morning and Necro is the only one that wants to talk! I guess it is just a matter of chance!
[~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 5:59:12 PM
Another great Interview with the founder Of the British band we all Love JUDAS PREIST
KK Downing
This friday on http://www.
powerhousemixradio.
com/ 6:00PM PST
With Cory Wyldside dont miss this!!
Pete Loran Of Trixter will aslo step inot the studio live for you TRIXTER Fans!!
October 17th
I just got this over the horn Its not posted out here on thier web site any where?? LOL
I know how you feel, MG. It seems that I am here around 4 Am every morning and Necro is the only one that wants to talk! I guess it is just a matter of chance!
[Deep Freeze] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 5:48:51 PM
I know how you feel, MG. It seems that I am here around 4 Am every morning and Necro is the only one that wants to talk! I guess it is just a matter of chance!
[~ MG_Metalgoddess~] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 4:34:51 PM
Okay Where the HELL did everyone go????? LOL
[IceMan (The Northen Warrior)] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 10:43:18 AM
I'm so pissed now I and me father were thinking of going to see Priest I england but because of the bank crices in Iceland now do I not think that we will be apple to go to england in march
ALL HAIL GLENN AND K.K. THE BEST GUITAR PLAYERS IN THE WORLD
[Deep Freeze] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:54:14 AM
Well then today is a good day for you, my friend! No one should have to live like that, especially one that so enjoys cooking! It still amazes me that I find I really have no reason to complain about my situation. As cliche as it sounds, I find so many others that have it far more difficult than I. Like I mentioned yesterday, I see people that are suffering everytime I go to my doctor's office. It really humbles me.
I am so happy for you, Steve. You deserve good things. [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by Necroticist from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:50:07 AM)
Necroticist wrote:
I hear ya - we're still living out of bags and boxes...have no storage space. The kitchen is so small it cripples my cooking, and the toilet/shower room? = i rush to get done so quick 'cos of claustrophobia!
Deep Freeze wrote:
Good Lord, Necro!! That's awful! I am so sorry to hear that. I can understand how you feel about living in small quarters. The Princess and I had to sell our two story house back in February and move into a small apartment. It is tough to get used to living in such a small place after having so much !
Necroticist wrote:
Yes - temporary, 'cos last landlord wanted us gone, u have to take what u get over here...and this was better than sleeping in the park. The visit was a local 'official' - think we finally got the message over that we can't live like this. Also shew them video footage of the fact that last landlord smashed almost all our stuff (he broke into the place when we were away - lost 1000's) - so i think we got a good chance...
Deep Freeze wrote:
I appreciate your "regional dialect", man...but I am not too sure I follow what you said. If I understand you correctly, you received a visit from some kind of official and you have been living in some kind of temporary housing????
Necroticist wrote:
No - had a visit from the coincil this morning - they might offer a place today. Been in emergency for 16 months...a no-bedroom flat and i've had to endure sleeping in a chair...not a good thing for my back problems
Deep Freeze wrote:
Oh I know exactly what you mean. Worse yet, the best remedies I know are all alcohol releated!! Grand Marinier, I believe. HA!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't it figure? So, you and the Mrs. purchasing a new house then?
Necroticist wrote:
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
[Necroticist] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:50:07 AM
I hear ya - we're still living out of bags and boxes...have no storage space. The kitchen is so small it cripples my cooking, and the toilet/shower room? = i rush to get done so quick 'cos of claustrophobia! [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by Deep Freeze from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:39:48 AM)
Deep Freeze wrote:
Good Lord, Necro!! That's awful! I am so sorry to hear that. I can understand how you feel about living in small quarters. The Princess and I had to sell our two story house back in February and move into a small apartment. It is tough to get used to living in such a small place after having so much !
Necroticist wrote:
Yes - temporary, 'cos last landlord wanted us gone, u have to take what u get over here...and this was better than sleeping in the park. The visit was a local 'official' - think we finally got the message over that we can't live like this. Also shew them video footage of the fact that last landlord smashed almost all our stuff (he broke into the place when we were away - lost 1000's) - so i think we got a good chance...
Deep Freeze wrote:
I appreciate your "regional dialect", man...but I am not too sure I follow what you said. If I understand you correctly, you received a visit from some kind of official and you have been living in some kind of temporary housing????
Necroticist wrote:
No - had a visit from the coincil this morning - they might offer a place today. Been in emergency for 16 months...a no-bedroom flat and i've had to endure sleeping in a chair...not a good thing for my back problems
Deep Freeze wrote:
Oh I know exactly what you mean. Worse yet, the best remedies I know are all alcohol releated!! Grand Marinier, I believe. HA!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't it figure? So, you and the Mrs. purchasing a new house then?
Necroticist wrote:
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
[Deep Freeze] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:39:48 AM
Good Lord, Necro!! That's awful! I am so sorry to hear that. I can understand how you feel about living in small quarters. The Princess and I had to sell our two story house back in February and move into a small apartment. It is tough to get used to living in such a small place after having so much ! [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by Necroticist from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:36:10 AM)
Necroticist wrote:
Yes - temporary, 'cos last landlord wanted us gone, u have to take what u get over here...and this was better than sleeping in the park. The visit was a local 'official' - think we finally got the message over that we can't live like this. Also shew them video footage of the fact that last landlord smashed almost all our stuff (he broke into the place when we were away - lost 1000's) - so i think we got a good chance...
Deep Freeze wrote:
I appreciate your "regional dialect", man...but I am not too sure I follow what you said. If I understand you correctly, you received a visit from some kind of official and you have been living in some kind of temporary housing????
Necroticist wrote:
No - had a visit from the coincil this morning - they might offer a place today. Been in emergency for 16 months...a no-bedroom flat and i've had to endure sleeping in a chair...not a good thing for my back problems
Deep Freeze wrote:
Oh I know exactly what you mean. Worse yet, the best remedies I know are all alcohol releated!! Grand Marinier, I believe. HA!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't it figure? So, you and the Mrs. purchasing a new house then?
Necroticist wrote:
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
[Necroticist] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:36:10 AM
Yes - temporary, 'cos last landlord wanted us gone, u have to take what u get over here...and this was better than sleeping in the park. The visit was a local 'official' - think we finally got the message over that we can't live like this. Also shew them video footage of the fact that last landlord smashed almost all our stuff (he broke into the place when we were away - lost 1000's) - so i think we got a good chance... [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by Deep Freeze from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:31:02 AM)
Deep Freeze wrote:
I appreciate your "regional dialect", man...but I am not too sure I follow what you said. If I understand you correctly, you received a visit from some kind of official and you have been living in some kind of temporary housing????
Necroticist wrote:
No - had a visit from the coincil this morning - they might offer a place today. Been in emergency for 16 months...a no-bedroom flat and i've had to endure sleeping in a chair...not a good thing for my back problems
Deep Freeze wrote:
Oh I know exactly what you mean. Worse yet, the best remedies I know are all alcohol releated!! Grand Marinier, I believe. HA!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't it figure? So, you and the Mrs. purchasing a new house then?
Necroticist wrote:
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
[Deep Freeze] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:31:02 AM
I appreciate your "regional dialect", man...but I am not too sure I follow what you said. If I understand you correctly, you received a visit from some kind of official and you have been living in some kind of temporary housing???? [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by Necroticist from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:27:54 AM)
Necroticist wrote:
No - had a visit from the coincil this morning - they might offer a place today. Been in emergency for 16 months...a no-bedroom flat and i've had to endure sleeping in a chair...not a good thing for my back problems
Deep Freeze wrote:
Oh I know exactly what you mean. Worse yet, the best remedies I know are all alcohol releated!! Grand Marinier, I believe. HA!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't it figure? So, you and the Mrs. purchasing a new house then?
Necroticist wrote:
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
[Necroticist] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:27:54 AM
No - had a visit from the coincil this morning - they might offer a place today. Been in emergency for 16 months...a no-bedroom flat and i've had to endure sleeping in a chair...not a good thing for my back problems [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by Deep Freeze from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:22:52 AM)
Deep Freeze wrote:
Oh I know exactly what you mean. Worse yet, the best remedies I know are all alcohol releated!! Grand Marinier, I believe. HA!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't it figure? So, you and the Mrs. purchasing a new house then?
Necroticist wrote:
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
[Deep Freeze] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:22:52 AM
Oh I know exactly what you mean. Worse yet, the best remedies I know are all alcohol releated!! Grand Marinier, I believe. HA!!!!!!!!!!! Doesn't it figure? So, you and the Mrs. purchasing a new house then? [Show/Hide Quoted Message](Quoting Message by Necroticist from Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:20:19 AM)
Necroticist wrote:
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
[Necroticist] Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:20:19 AM
..is a good day - waiting on phone call about new house...otherwise trying every remedy under the sun to clear this cold....lol
...MOST OF US HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER AND I KNOW IT SUCK'S,BUT TRY TO STAY POSITIVE, THINGS WILL GET BETTER...YOU'LL SEE...
